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Chang'e
Chinese

Chang'e

the moon lady who drank the elixir

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Chang'e drank the elixir of immortality and floated up to the cold moon, alone but eternal; to dream of her is to weigh what you would trade for escape, and to feel how thin the air is at the height of every hard-won freedom.

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She sits in the Cold Palace with only the rabbit for company, and once a year, on the fullest moon, families set out cakes and she comes a little nearer.

She did not steal the elixir out of greed, the old mothers say, but to keep it from a worse hand; some sacrifices look like betrayals only from below.

The higher she floated the lighter she became, until the earth could no longer call her back; be careful what you rise above.

Her husband still looses his arrows at the sky in grief, and the moon keeps them all, the way the sea keeps bottles.

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